Coming Up Roses

Sleepin the next week away

2006-01-15T00:51:42Z

well ello everybody

well so yesterday was grad lock in..so much fun!everyone is gonna be talkin about it for a while so i thought i would skip to the morn after, or later on that day, whatever way u wanna look at it. so lauren had to be at work at 1:00 and i woke up at 12. had a huge heart attack cause i didnt want her to be late and i was completely asleep so i booked it up stairs to where they were crashed and i ran into the room and was like " Lauren get up! your gonna be late!" and i was lookin right at her and she was like " lauren is already gone to work" after a few moments of confusion i realized that it wasnt lauren i was talkin to but chany. funny how lack of sleep can effect your mind. you are all prolly thinkin that im a freak...and lets not lie i definitely am! but im gonna blame it on staying up all night and your just gonnna have to deal

but otherwise what was everybody's fav parts of GRAD 06 LOCK IN?!!

condom anybody?

2005-12-31T00:55:21Z

haha funny story

so i was on the bus a lil while ago and it was around 9 at night and i had just gotten off work. i unfortunately had cut myself while working..u know how dangerous pizza can be! well i went on the bus and i couldnt understand why people were giving me these weird looks. i hadnt eaten so it couldnt be anything on my clothes or on my face and i was starting to get uncomfortable. well 10 mins go by and i look down. there to my embarassment is a finger condom on my finger!! we put them on if we cut ourselves to protect it from food....most people remember to take them off! lmao could u imagine what people must have been thinking? chany and me would be the perfect bus friends..her screaming at her music..me wit a finger condom

so obv cant go on buses anymore lol

coming_uproses @ 2005-12-22T21:15:00

2005-12-22T05:28:01Z

well had another episode today
was in the mall wit jess and i started to feel kinda sick
few mins go by and all of the sudden i faint..no joke i seriously fall onto the bathroom floor( nasty by the way) and im laying there half conscious! lol all these people kept going by wondering why this young girl was passed out in the bathroom and mostly thinkin i was on drugs so they were too nervous to come up to me. meanwhile jess is having an embarassing freakout and this lady comes over and all i can remember her doin is checking my pulse and then being like " uh oh"...lol all i was thinkin was " oh god this is how it ends. i die on the girls bathroom floor this is stupid! let me choke on my fav food or somethin but NOT HERE!!" haha anyways mall security came and rescued me, made a big scene and brought the oxygen tank and everything. would have been so cool..i should be in a movie! could u imagine what a great action packed actress i would be! so yup that was my day..needless to say that me and jess did not get alot of shopping done. come to think of it i wish that a hottie had rode in on a white horse and swept me into his arms and brought me back to life..hmm ADD much?

well christmas is coming up. gettin excited bout the turkey and yes my best little buds, brussel sprouts! what r everybodys plans for x-mas time?

SNOW DAY...not

2005-12-18T21:12:49Z

its sunny out. not snowing, not frosty...but sunny! WTF mate?
the only plus side to this is that my dad cant guilt trip me into tobogganing(sp) i swear he gives me those puppy dog eyes and i cant say no! i have a good/ embarassing story for those of u who dont know my dad too well..

so i wanted to go to the beach wit my friends and tan, check out the hotties u know the drill...anyways my dad said he would drive us! well we got there and all the sudden he opens the trunk and brings out this ugly mexican beach blanket and his football. looks at me and my two friends and says with a big grin "i hope u dont mind if i tan with u guys..i dont have to go down the beach do i?"...ohh god worst thing of life. so yes me my friends and my father all tanned together at willows beach and then he hops up and says " girls do u want to play football now?! i will be joe montanna..who do u wanna be carly?"... and that was the last time i went to the beach or did anythin wit my dad..and the last time i ever had friends lol

so there is a lil story for your enjoyment
lookin back now i see it funny...embarassment= story of my life

dont eat yellow snow!

2005-12-02T01:10:45Z

hey everybody

well like everyone else its been a while since i last posted sorry bout that. its been great lately..and yes it snowed! i keep gettin out carrots to go make Frosty..but unfortunately they hit a big obstical before they make it to the snow..my mouth. ever have it when u were younger and u would be eatin those lil teddy graham guys..and u would eat one and then be like " oh no..i left all his lil friends behind..i better reunite them( and then u eat the rest)....k maybe that was just me. and now im sad cause u prolly think im a freak but whatever.
and im hungry

but ya..see didnt u miss these random posts? the jabbering on and on about food of course!
well then
so its thursday..and im chillin wit my good friends marissa ryan seth and summer..oh we always have such good laughts:P i love the fact that i have to live my romance through a t.v. show..kinda sad aint it? lol but it can never leave me..unless it gets cancelled
wow im in a weird mood...this is unlike me!
good news on the other hand..dylan hasnt bit me in a while(although he told me to leave today), all my friends in the talent show were freakin amazing( and thanks a lot guys for reminding me of how untalented i am)..chany lauren ...singing triplets?

and guys sorry for the jaded attitude lately..honestly dont know when its gonna end. maybe i will be liek this for the rest of my life..omg and i will have to live alone wit dogs(cause cats always scratch me)anyways now that i wrote the weirdest post of life...i think ill go

cya later alligators!

nothin new

2005-11-12T22:26:21Z

Have you ever looked into someones eyes with the only hope that they would look back and see you? not only look at you, but see in your eyes what your mouth wont dare speak.

so in the last few weeks a lot has happened i guess..few party's that were a good time. i guess most of you heard about the halloween party and if i were to recap that you would prolly die..especially since most of you were there and witnessed the drunkness. dylans party was a great time(thanks if your readin this) but i was really late but otherwise awesome. i saw jenn yesterday( reynolds rowing coach, at the party) she is sooo nice and i went shopping wit my momma. oh and a while ago..i meant to post this but i saw dan or whatever his name was from SEARS!!!! omg he is actually painful to listen to..

me: we would like to buy this dresser please.
dan: um...um...okay...um...hang on..um.....hmmmm......yup..um..okay
me: silence/ stare
mom: k will you help us
dan: um....hmm..yup i think so....um..um um um....wait please.....possibly...hmmm...okay

yup that was the whole experience..possibly the worst of my life..

i went to shawnays house for O.C. on thursday night..to fri morn..and i realized that 6 people together cant even make rice. it was really sad and brought me back to the kraft dinner experience. so i obviously need a man who can cook..or enjoys burnt food!

well, now that this has been the most boring post of my life, i should probably stop typing...dont u hate it when people ramble on and on shawnay?

October. Something, 2005

2005-10-23T04:58:33Z

I blinked a million thoughts in solitude as the only noise was the untouchable rain. Its rhythmic taps gave memory to the icy loneliness and the dark yet realistic form of a shadow beckoning me to imagine. It beat down on the slight protection keeping me from the evils of the outside world. This seemingly obscure night was clouded by an impurity creeping up my wall covering the life id known by a smoky blackness. It soon would overtake me and leave me captured by these four unbreakable walls, my haven. I drifted in and out of a peaceful slumber, the remainder of the nights broken sleep collected in the corners of my immense browns.A force pulled on my eyelids, begging them to fall but I fought for the dancing rainbow, reflecting through the shutters from the streetlight. The window held opportunities unimaginable to the average pessimist. Looking sideways I was able to see a small comforting glass, half empty, in place of a partners warmth. This was a saddening truth to an untruthful existence. A paralyzing fear seeped through the covers soaking my vulnerable skin and terrorizing my fragile mind. The reality had hit me so as to knock the whispering breath out of my frail, muscular body, the sound echoed as though it were a ghost unable to find rest. I then began to weep while my whole body shook the ground that we stepped on, an earthquake could not compare. My imperfections were shed through drops unlike rain, telling a story that nobody would hear, holding within a memory that would only dissolve.

the boring life of me

2005-10-19T20:15:28Z

well hello again

in case u are all wondering why i havent posted in a while..its because i was swimming in my basement for the last week. i know u are all thinking "wow that chick is the coolest kid in school cause she has a pool in her basement"..ya i wish. came home to find my basement flooded on thanksgiving sunday..mmmmmm soggy turkey! so that explains the lack of writing in a while. but i have a quick question for ya all. ever see somebody u used to go to school with and when u get talkin with them u realize how uneventful your life is? well this happened to me a few weeks ago..here is how it went

Let me set the scene for u first

girl comes walking to the bus stop all dressed up in fancy smancy clothes as i glare at her in my sweats..only problem is that she is really nice...

girl: " hi carly how are u? what are u up to?
me: oh u know just meetin a friend downtown for a movie. what about u?
girl: there is this meeting for all the teachers at a nice restaurant and they pick two top students to join them and discuss events. but what are coarses are u taking in school?
me: oh lit, art, history and law..its kinda hard but i enjoy it. what about u?
girl: honours english, honours math, a university course, and honours chemistry
me: what do u wanna be after school?
girl: i think im gonna be a docor..and u?
me: i dunno

so yes that is how it went..and im now gonna be a loser for the rest of my life and will end up living in a box on the streets...and she will prolly pass me by and tell me she is the first president of the canada...u wait it will happen!!!

but anyways thanksgiving happened and it was fun i guess..ate soooooo much prolly put on another 20lb but who really cares? next HALLOWEEN! im sure u have all heard bout the party and im startin to freak out about it! its gonna be such a good time! oh and does anybody have a whip i could use..and no im not being a domnimatrix(sp?) but if somebody does please email me or somethin?

well i think ill go back to my oh so boring life now..cya

Coffee Pro

2005-10-06T01:06:34Z

well today seemed like a fast day for once!! it didnt seem like i was watching the clock so much..oh man its sad when the seconds seem like hours. started a painting in art that is ridiculously awful(and im not just saying that, i swear to god a lil kid could do better) maybe it just seems like that cause i have frickin emily carr and picasso sitting next to me!!got there early to rambucks for some fun..didnt get one customer..maybe im too forceful when they come..

girl: walks to counter
Me: thinks to myself "omg dont blow this just be nice and ask what they want"...didnt come out that way
Me:"DO U WANT SOMETHING TO EAT CAUSE THATS WHAT WE SELL HERE THERE IS SOO MUCH STUFF OMG MY FIRST CUSTOMER im soo excited omg omg...do u want mr. noodles or coffee?...IF YOU NEED ANY HELP MY NAME IS CARLY..RHYMES WITH BARLEY..I LIKE YOUR HAIR!!!"

girl: runs away crying

and yes that is how it goes..a lil sad isnt it? well i think im gonna go apply for a coffee shop job now..ill prolly be really really good at that:P

sept. 26

2005-09-27T02:33:17Z

so its not usually that i feel the need to go off on a deep dramatic rant but i guess this is one of those days? im just in one of those moods where after a series of not very important events in my life have totally brought me down..sad thing is that i cant even figure out what the things are. maybe we all go through times like these, im sure we do judging by past posts/poetry/books/ movies and stories i have heard read and watched. its kind of like that feeling you get on a cloudy day when you had your heart set on going to the beach or when you get excited about something only to have it cancelled. maybe its something in our brains..the fact that things get us down so easily..maybe its because we almost expect to be let down, dissappointed and hurt. we keep risking the wetness from the rain instead of thinking of an umbrella to hide from the peircing drops that freeze your heart. that boy or girl that doesnt notice you until you scream for attention, and then only to have them think your awkward and that your trying to prove something. we wait for the day when you can fit into the "tight" jeans you wore in grade 7 so that when stepping out your front door into the hysterical world we live in, you can feel couragious, wanted and fully loaded with self esteem. i find myself in particular wishing i had everything i dont. wishing that i could " fit in" with the people that i admire but can barely talk to. mostly because we often make it too hard for others to join groups and if we try, we often feel like the wrong peice in the jigsaw puzzle. so what is the moral of this story one might ask? i think its still up for debate or at least for me until the sun peirces through on that one cloudy day.

sears fiasco

2005-09-18T01:13:20Z

saturday...a day where all teens get to sleep in...or NOT! my mom came in, followed by my little dog whe plopped herself on top of my face, at 9:30, rolled me out of my bed and told me we were goin shopping( not that i can really complain cause i love shopping) but ya. so we did our biz and then ended up at sears home decorating place. were looking for new couches so a guy come over and was talkin to us. we asked for his card and i quickly realized something about dave( the helper).this is exactly how it went.

Us: well can we have your card incase we need more information about the couch?
Dave: sure its just in my pocket here..my name is dave.....
Me: oh i definitely didnt get that from the HUGE nametag right on your shirt!
Dave: silence
Mom: snort

and that is how the pathetic story went. so in case anybody is shopping in sears lately please remind yourself that they have absolutely NO sense of humor whatsoever!

everythin is fine and dandy now tho.we have guests with the cutest little boy in the world. i would post a picture but i still dont know how to so if anybody could tell me that would be great.
well ill update later i guess so that my 2 super duper fans can read.

ahh picture day

2005-09-16T02:16:42Z

hey friends..i bet u never thought this day would come, the day that i got livejournal! yes i know its been a long process, one might even say a painful journey(lauren ,shee) but i have made it and am pretty excited. unfortunately i dont know what to do from here and im running low on things to talk about due to the lack of sleep in the last two weeks. so i started my day off looking like a makeupless zombie while walking into a room full of very awake and cheerful leadership students(keeners!) and although my eyes where glued closed i seemed to make it through that. then later, i had the great joy of photo day! i dont know how many of you are "Friends" fans but i resembled chandler which i might add was very embarassing. oh joy i cant wait to see the pics! and then my so called " pal" shawnay threw keys at me, almost hitting me in the head, which definitely would have knocked me out because of the weight of them, and told me to clean the rambucks room...again. being a great up class citizen i did as was told and made it sparkling clean and yes i am very proud of that. i know what you all are thinking " wow she has an exciting life" and its true i do, but please dont get too jelous, i dont want it to wreck any friendships.
from there on my day only got better, came home to the oh so fun housechores and now you find me sitting here on the computer writing nonsense. all i have to say is that im counnting down the minuits until the ever so popular drama THE O.C. comes on! oh what will that crazy ryan do this time? you never know! well i guess ill be writing on here again..to nobody cause i have no friends but chow for now(and yes i actually did just say that)